I start this blog today to make myself accountable for how I go forward from here. Last night was my daughters Year 6 graduation, Dec 8th 2020. I was thinking about it during the day and decided that I didn't need to drink on the evening because I wanted to remember the night really well. It didn't go as planned. While I am responsible for the decisions I make, I do feel I was influenced here by my husband. He was getting all antsy about making sure we were going to have a fun night and we needed to bring the battery operated car fridge to put all the drinks in etc etc I let him know what I was thinking earlier in the day about not drinking - other than to have a one glass before we leave - he wasn't happy with that answer, I'm not sure if he just thought I couldn't do it or if I needed to drink to have fun. Somehow I ended up packing not one but TWO bottles of sparkling - we shared the first bottle and it was super tasty. After the first ...